there is always the first one

Well lets see now . It is past midnight for me. So im writing a blog for the previous day. Well i dont think i will get more than 5 1/2 hrs of sleep tonight . This is quiet normal for me. i catch up with rest of my sleep in my class room lectures . What i want to say is that i will not sleep long enough to see a dream. But i get to dream a plenty. Yeah that is right " a day dream ".
We all day dream ( as far i believe). But i some times wonder about the extent of the day dreaming (some experts say that Bush tops the list) Not only in terms of the time spent but also the vividness and the depth of the world which we create around us. The eg of "lord of the rings" strikes my mind. It will be great to know what kind of the world people create . ( and find a place as a hero in it some how) Well one of the worlds in which i live in sometimes ( ahh well most of the times ) resembles a fiction i usually come across in some form or the other. Ofcourse most of them are too embarassingly silly to mention.( i hope that is right grammer)
Hmmm ok this is a world i often drift into when the book in front of my eyes does not seem to be getting anywhere. ( well i have like few others gained a talent to do this even during the lectures ) It is a city situated at the sea floor . Here you can get a scenic view of the outside colourfull sea world. As i am a student of science the various ways in which we manage to run our lives is quiet exciting. how we made this city ??
is another adventure all together .... there are good friends to live with to carry on one of our favorite pass time of goin through sunk old ships . the entire city exists with perfect harmony as one can imagine . there are many other worlds like these of mine to dwell in . I wonder if any one else can share his or hers.....
" Imagine there is no heaven ......"

Ever found yourself in a situation where there are a a few good number of pairs of eyes are staring at you(your heart rate will be directly propotional to their numbers )......this can happpen when you are at center of a gaming activity or performing on stage or speaking out loud(Like they say "the fastest way to empty a brain is with a big mouth!!!). After it is all over you feel a pang of regret that you could have done better.
Well I have learned something, which will get me through these situations. The following situation may help me explain the point im trying to make. I usually end up being a goalkeeper when i play foot ball with my friends. ( they argue that i "may" have better control over my hands!!) So when there are often scenarios which match with the one i explained in the begining. If i stop a goal, some part of my body starts
complaining, and if i let in a goal i have face some good amount of swearing. So if you can understand the discomfort faced(by me) in my position.
To deal with it i force myself think only about the position of the ball and decide my actions with respect to it. I wash my brain off all the other thoughts. I clear my thoughts from the results of the out come . This definately increases my perfomance considerably. But it takes some concentration and practice to control your thoughts .
I hope that this little thing helps you in some manner..

A LONG LOONG DAY

Well it was a really long working day for me today. It started with a math lecture in the morning at 8 . This was followed by my lab project work. It was good working with henry . Our decisions with regard to planning of work were very agreable to each other. All in all we can work well as a team. Well we were in lab all the way through the lunch hour till one fifiteen some thing. i barely managed to finish my lunch and land myself in the lab course slot on time. There i worked till five thirty.

Life can be very ironic. You wish to have a personal dairy to say some thing,
express your feelings. But you never want any one to see or read them .The dairy does not
give me a vent for my emotions Blogging fixes this problem for me. hmmm
This will be my first blog as the title suggests. lets see now
Life seems to be quiet peaceful and contenting. i seem to be having all that i wished
for. got to become the head of a radio club . got work in a good microlab project .
studying in a good college .
i prepared a rough draft of a talk i have to give for the first sesion of the club.
yes it is goin to be the first one so im pretty nervous about facing crowd of 60 to
70 in a big lecture hall i wonder how that will turn out . will i get cold feet like the
last time i went on to the stage. it was my first guitar performance and i dont think
that i hit all the notes right. it was a western classic piece.
tomorrow ill be working in the lab with henry . he is a smart guy . this will be the
first time we will be working by ourselves in the lab . there are 4 of together in the project
there is on more thing i should add . tommorow is my first day at the micro lab course. i
have already learned something so i hope i get to show off a bit. and offcourse ill
get a reason and a chance to break ice with a few ppl (you know what i mean)

This is where i will sign off goin out in the hostel quadrangle to play footer(foot ball
and soccer for americans lol)

hoping to come back nextime again